Sometimes I wonder (just as of late and not so often) if...
all of life is just one great big distraction.
This may be part of my downward trend of emotions lately (don't worry, it's just a natural effect of being in a grad program that takes so much time it becomes your life 24/7).
We are taught what should be said or done, what is inappropriate, then may possible learn there really is no right or wrong answer; sometimes you have to consider the external factors before you make a decision.
But what if all this talking about what society should and should not do, what wrongs have been committed against us, etc... is all a distraction? I guess there will always be a part of me that tries to tie everything back to... *dun dun DUN* God.
I feel distracted lately. To be honest, I did not go to church today nor have I been going consistently for a while now... I feel lost and confused without Him.
Hopefully, I will complete my thoughts at a later time. Although it's always been a habit of mine, it's now becoming a troublesome habit to start, but not finish tasks/thoughts.
*Been watching waaaaaay too much Dexter lately ;/
