All that resentment, hate, pain.. and everything that went along with it. There's a reason I forgot it.
It's so that I could hold onto my faith, not give up on hope, and find the love that is missing in my life.
I need to give it up to God. No matter how vulnerable and powerless I am, I know that He will find a way.
Just like how he helped me get over my anger and ARGH-ness with my dad (still getting over it, but doing way better than I thought).. I know it is possible through Him. I just gotta hand over my hope to Him.
Btw, I forgot to say thank you, God, for everything you have given, presented, bestowed upon me.
Everything has made me who I am.
Everything has made me who I am.
I can do it!
