"I may not have gone where I intended to go, but I think I have ended up where I needed to be."
[ - Douglas Adams - ]
This has, in a myriad of ways, been quite the most interesting start to a relationship I have had -- not that I've had many relationships.
This time it's different. He knows how to make me feel comfortable, relaxed, and giddy. We joke and make fun of each other, but it's really endearing. This is the relationship we have had and continue to have... except now it's romantic. And oh, he's good at being romantic. Even though I've had two longterm, (varying degrees of) serious relationships.. this all feels so new. There isn't the usual, "It's a bit awkward or uncomfortable now, but it'll get better" -- like the kiss that is a bit too much of one thing and not enough of the other or when you have contrasting views on [fill-in-the-blank]. Eventually the kisses get better. You get to know each other a lot better and start mimicking each other's quirks without realizing.
Instead, there's a lot of, "Is this really happening^^?" "Is he really as good as you think he is or would like him to be?"
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..
...
Better.
It is better.
And continues to get better.
^_^]v
There's so much I want to share, but I fear it might be sharing too much information all too soon. Just wait and see. I bet you couldn't have expected this~
<3
I didn't^^;
